is it ok to be sad??

hellow hellow... it's been a while since my last post...
actually i want to wriTte a LoT, but then... time and not having internet connection at home didn't aLow me to post....

but i really want to post something tonite, since i'm at my friend's house doing some research....
well.. it's about ToDaY... i dOn'T know why, after service i feeL sOo sAd! actually you should be haPpY after church... but i feel sad...

and suDdEnLy when NiTe comes, things get jUsT eveN worse... and my feelings was too...
is as bad as u thInk but it distract me and make Me bLuR!...

the Q is why? why do i sad? what was the reason ya?
i can't tell... either i can't or i don't wanna tell .... u kNow the feeLiNg of aVoiDing soMetHing that u actualLy kNow but u JuSt doN't wanna admit it coz u aRe sTubBoRn! if you do...so you KnOW where is my status nOw...

it shouLdn'T disTraCt me...
but is it ok to be sad 4 a while?
even though i'm a Christian and know that Christ is my sTrenGth and i sHouLdn'T be sad...
but can i? can share a burden wiTh someOne?
maY i LoRd? i miSs u GoD!